Job Seeker's Journal, Day One

On UT and UH Law symplicity sites, there are a number of postings for law clerk positions that start next fall. These positions pose a problem:

First: I should apply for them, even if I won't get them. I'm only worried about a) the cover letter and b) the letters of recommendation. Clerking is a great job and it only ties me up for one year.

Second: I have a job for next year, which is good as long as I can find temp work in the meantime. And the great thing is that it doesn't matter what kind of temp work as long as it pays money.

Third: I know I shouldn't worry about this, but what about moving in with Tom?

Fourth: I have this instinctual need to keep my options open but this is probably a bad idea. The instinct probably comes from a) extreme risk-aversion or b) not wanting to have to do anything or a combination of the two. These are bad qualities that are unsustainable in the long run (not doing anything and never taking risks ultimately leads to death) and should not be considered.

Verdict: Apply.

Another problem: should I apply for positions in Austin? The answer is yes. The fears that hold me back are:
1. not being able to afford an apartment (money should not be a big issue)
2. mom and dad not liking the fact that i'm not in Houston (they won't care that much as long as I have a job)
3. not being able to start immediately (hey, maybe I could negotiate a start date with employers or work out some other arrangement)

Verdict: Apply to these as well.